Hullo!!!
I just came back from school... Feeling kinda... Tired? Anyways, it's been fun because Johanna wasn't there, and even though she's my friend; It felt as though it was a relief not to have her there... It's been a little wooly day for M,e Denise and Emelie as usual...

Well, see I've been having a huge crush on this guy named Filip... It's been going on for a year now I think... But it didn't get this serious until last November... It was then I realized that there was something about him that attracted me. Well, he knows that I like him. But everytime I try to talk to him, he always rejects me... He doesn't even want to talk to me on MSN... Those of his friends that I talk to, says that he hates me. I've never even had a chance to talk to him, nor get to know him. And he even says that he doesn't want to get to know me... It kinda make me hurt, but I never gave up, and I surely got over it again and again... He's a real Idiot in someways. But his body language shows me something else...

They say that your eye pupils get larger when you look at someone you're attracted to or like. I've noticed that his eyes are so, even though we're outside and it's sunny. (The pupils are usually smaller by then). And He always have the same expression on his face when he looks at me... Ya know, with his mouth slightly open... He gets clumsy, he walks strange/goofy (or maybe it really is the way he walks) and his face is always red when I'm nearby. Sometimes he even get a bit woollier... And he looks at me when I'm on the other side of the corridor, when he knows that I can't look at him from that distance. And his friends always look at me with strange/spying looks. Amar, the one I'm most familiar with use to tease us. And Jonathan, always try to draw my attention to them.
But I don't have a clue about what to trust on... Wiether if it's true that he does hate me (even though he doesn't know me) or if I should trust his body language... Anyone who's got a tip, or who can help me with this problem?

Anyways... I've got a boyfriend now since three weeks ago... He's the sunshine of my life, and I haven't got any doubts that he's a lot better than Filip. What can I say...? I can't even describe how he is, but he's the most wonderful guy I've ever been together with! But I still want to know, if there's a chance that Filip likes me...
Here's a pic on Daniel and Filip. Choose who's the most goodlooking one! ;P
And I'm still not in a blog mood, so please excuse me I'll try to get better xoxo Jaf
Daniel with black hair...
Daniel in Stockholm, with his real hair colour and cap
Filip, as he usually looks like... This is almost the same expression he has on his face when he looks at me... Weither that, or smiling. From his webcam...
And this is Filip again with his football shirt... And short hair from last summer... I wasn't the photographer here.

Anyways Have a nice day! (or Evening)